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August 30th, 2006 (10:38 am)
hyper

current mood: hyper

hung out & met this guy last saturday...



pictures to follow (private entry) once uploaded... heehee

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ching-a-ling

August 21st, 2006 (12:20 pm)
relaxed

current mood: relaxed



...back from a weeklong carribean cruise.

had soOoo much fun.

yeh, i know i take too many vacations lol

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europe june 1-17

June 1st, 2006 (10:52 am)
excited

current mood: excited

yeh, my life doesn't suck hahaha...

london > amsterdam > paris > ??



will make a better detailed update sometime later maybe lol

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new ride...

March 13th, 2006 (08:58 am)
happy

current mood: happy



just bought a new 2006 audi a4 last saturday...

dark metallic dolphin grey

wewt.

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from now on...

January 31st, 2006 (12:32 pm)
giddy

current mood: giddy

all entries are friends only.

yup.

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you see me...

October 27th, 2005 (02:42 am)
sleepy

current mood: sleepy
current song: joe - priceless



but do you actually acknowledge me?! you overlook me. through your eyes... in your thoughts...
and in your dreams. not knowing that i'm inside your head. that i can create or destroy with a single thought...
and that i decend upon you from the stars.

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i'm staggering...

October 23rd, 2005 (11:15 pm)
contemplative

current mood: contemplative
current song: zero 7 - in the waiting line



... but i will try harder. i will try to feel better. i am more open now that i have ever been. i have come so far already. all i need is a chance. someone believe in me. someone to take a chance in me. someone to respect me. someone to love me. someone to trust me. someone to look forward to when sleep slips away. someone to pull back the trigger that holds everything inside of me that needs to escape. sunshine that warms a shivering winter flower. the love that helps it bloOm. to come out of the darkness into the light. stripped of all but beauty and potential. to help me stay open. to help me feel better. to help me try harder ...

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.063

October 19th, 2005 (09:46 pm)
sore

current mood: sore
current song: radiohead..



bleeding through the edges, seeping to reach,
scratched, intoxicated to numbness
feeling the burn, as the grind bounces with each pebble

reaching further, there are no freedoms
only hollowed bones screeching, thriving for a bleached desire

hiding to be dredge in deeper, you still reach for nothing
slathered to crave, lingering to cave in

like a rising star, there is no passion
creating the lines to voids, your arms aren't big enough
there is no shelter

miss honey [userpic]

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September 27th, 2005 (07:08 am)
relaxed

current mood: relaxed
current song: death cab for cutie - soul meets body



lip stains brushed on this porcelain cup
clamped to where your fingers once lay
trading intensions, hoping for regret
we are tied to the same song
lessening bounds once sacred
and you lost a word or two
tracing meanings of what to find
where there is nothing to be had
just this bleak emptiness questioning
a daily life thrown into convulsions
drowned to believe
what you’ve made can always be true

wasting intentions
walking on lines that hold nothing to be true
kissing lips that will always disappear
along the white rims of a cup

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if you forget me

September 14th, 2005 (07:51 am)
productive

current mood: productive
current song: south border

i want you to know
one thing.

you know how this is:
if i look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autum at my window,
if i touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those aisles of yours that wait for me

well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
i shall stop loving you little by little

if suddently
you forget me
do not look for me,
for i shall already forgotten you


if you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where i have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
i shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

but
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will in your arms
without leaving mine.

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